A Drowning Man

The wife brought home one, then two

and finally a third dog- big ones-

to live in the lanais on the washable rug 

amongst a few sticks of furniture 

that didn’t fit into a shared house.

He didn’t have a say in its acquisition-

the belongings he carried in were few,

suits that he would never wear again

and his collection of beer koozies.

What was hers was not his, though

he was put in charge of the beasts.

She bought the dogs thinking

that she would loan them out to hospitals

or nursing homes to comfort the old and infirmed.

Instead, he would walk the dogs to the beach 

littered with holiday makers’ trash- broken toys,

half-eaten sandwiches and bottles.

He brought a thermos filled with gin and juice

to pass the morning before it got too hot

and the late summer stragglers arrived.

As his only companions lazily sniffed sand, 

waves rolled in taking out summer’s leftovers 

and he was left alone with the dogs

on a beach too close to the water.



Ashes to Ashes

 Ash built up on the end

of the cigarette 

in what seemed to be 

an engineering marvel-

how did it not fall off?

It grew untethered yet attached

as he held it between

thumb and forefinger 

like he must’ve done

long before he knew me.

But something else was going on.

I could only fixate on the ash

while he held onto the moment

before a drag would knock it off. 

His eyes on me. My eyes on ash.

A deliberately long puff and 

the ash fell to the concrete.

It was not dramatic like a glass

spilling contents of a drink

and breaking into sharp pieces

that could cut.

It was quiet. And swift.

The particles were lost

without actually touching ground

in the softest whirl of air

that came from the door 

opening and closing.